November blues

November blues
deepening with darkness
too much chocolate
and self-hatred

couldn't I sleep till Christmas
or even better
- spring

just moments before

just moments before
November darkness
play of light

 

Lessons

Today I learned I could call myself multilingual.
My only hindrance until this day
had been my natural modesty. ;)
Well, in case of choice,
why not use the broader definition...

I woke up

I woke up
in the end of May

from barely
          surviving

to enjoying
summer and gardening

if i stopped

she's going to heaven

i'm going through hell

what if i just stopped
how would they do then
who would take care of him
who would arrange the funeral
whom would they then scold

long Friday

longest
most silent
Friday
grieving over
their grandma

dawn

a new dawn
sudden burst
anticipating spring